I am impatient. It's in my character to abandon and jump to the next best thing. When I feel like there's no growth, no room to move and just be free and happy... I know myself well enough to just move away and get out of it quickly. It can be a detriment for my part because I may often end up not finishing things that I've started. I should look more into that with my actions every single day. It's a fresh year and that's something worth working on.
Anyway, sometimes I just have to draw a line somewhere and keep my integrity in check. I just have to say that your downward spiral is making me nauseous... and I'm moving on.